I dedicated my life to raising my daughter and always working my ass for her because I love her so much, My daughter who is 13 years old her name is Elena, My life seems different since I lost my wife COVID-19. It opened up lots of time for me to dig deep and heal trauma I have been awake on this journey, since I woke up it has been one test after the other. I'm finally learning how to have better boundaries with people. I find it extremely hard to meet or make friends with like-minded people, it seems as if they are always out of arms reach and drift out of my life.., ,My family when I needed support, they basically stabbed me in the back because they didn't want to see me grow. They wanted me to stay at their level and so I had to walk away I live in Georgia. It's really hard to make friends out here, I'm used to being isolated, but I would really love to make some lasting, meaningful, authentic friendships and find caring, loving whole people to fill the void in my social life. In the past 3 years, I've spent the majority of that by myself in the physical sense. I really crave loving, authentic other than online or social media,They are always just out of reach. All the other aspects in my life seem quite simple. This is the one area that I struggle with. The good thing about being physically alone is you get to go deep inside yourself and rediscover truth that has gotten a bit dusty and reignite the positive habits that may have got put on the back burner while tending to others that really make you shine, so that's what I'm focusing on now with my lifestyle with God and healing from the recent loss of someone special that really cared a lot about! I'm fascinated by all things about God, I'm extremely drawn to it I've been down just about every rabbit hole and came out the other side. I am seeking amazing people that also shine with when this world seems dark, it would be nice to have others to work play dance and sing withπŸ•ŠοΈπŸ•ŠοΈπŸ•ŠοΈπŸ•ŠοΈπŸ•ŠοΈπŸ•ŠοΈπŸ•ŠοΈ ,I love πŸ’• cooking

Posted by Michael L at 2024-02-04 12:54:25 UTC